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12-13 started smoking, 10 a week……19-20, about 40 a day…20-50 about 80 a day….One way I have given up smoking in the past, once for 2 years.

There you are… a reformed ex smoker….then WHAMMMM! Something else in your life gives you a shit turn….you start again! I have an addictive nature, I have smoked, weed,taken shrooms, alcohol, whizz….all to an an extreme! Proud of that? No fucking way…Have a good understanding of drugs and abuse….yeah, loads! My G/f at one time got her son off „H“ with my help….he was banged up… done his time and now has a great family life with his two new children and another two by his lovely wife…clean and them both getting back in society.

It doesn’t matter if it is booze, tobacco or drugs…it hooks you when you are low! Ya fooked…….I started vaping analogs around 2008-9 I guess, stopped until the next hurdle came along…started smoking again when the next crises came along…….now? I have removed as much crises material as I can…..clean for 6 months. Where was I when I fell of the track? About 80 a day n 16 pints…..but no drugs. Deep dark days those……………..now you must excuse me while I vape 100ml of 40mg/ml Nic juice!!!